death

i die once
nothing can scares me anymore...
nothing can stop me anymore...
i got my dreams to fulfill...

i die and i reborn...
stop hurting myself.
someone told me this.

ReCently

I DONT HAVE any pic to show in this post...
actually is no mood to post...

why throw ur stupid crazy temper to me?
complain onli for me ,congratulations to me ,that kind of life is comin bac...

i dont understand ...
forget it...
i will get my licence soon and FLY,with my wing..

笑

那天有一个大姐姐问我...
为什么她觉得我每次在笑,可是都是表面笑,心没有笑...

我突然觉得,她可能是少数发现这件事的人...
突然问自己为什么我的心笑不出...

其实我有很多压力,可是没有人关心我...
而我也不主动告诉我朋友...
身边的家人怎么能在他们的压力上加上我的压力呢??

他有没有发现我不开心我不知道...

我真的不知道怎么样才可以让我自己开心...
是我真的不想读书了还是什么???
我想找到我做了会开心的事...

我现在没有passion...
可是以前我有...
它会回到我身边的...

clubbing

wednesday went cabana with mr shoo to celebrate his bro's bday...
is so nice that i can meet my dear friens thr...
finally i went to clubbing,i nvr step into cabana since last year nov
got some quarel with mrshoo ,but at last he still bring me thr^^...

actually is the first time go clubbing with yaya,debby and a gang of girl...
quite enjoy that day^^mr shoo also also^^....

recently i keep cant control my emotion...

i just too emo,i can smile now ,and cry after the next 5 min...

now i m just so...so...not adorable...not acceptable...

my dear ,mr shoo suffer the most...im sorry....

i promise i will change ,if no negative gossip of you come into my ears again...

gona work super hard for my study and my part time...

haiz ,damn poor now...2event just fly away because of mr shoo...

see ,how much i sacrifice for you ,you must sayang me damn much huh...