is hurt

really hurt me a lot...
is hard to let it go ,but i have to...
i didn blame to anyone...
both of us is responsibility to this relationship...
i wont forget what i get and what i have lost...
i have to say that it is really hurt,mayb i didn show out...
but if u can see into my heart ,u will know it...
i m sorry to you,and i dont hate you...
babe ,dun worry...
i will recover as soon as possible...
just need u guys acc...
thanks for babe who always there for me...
i will need u guys the following days ,weeks month or even years ....
chear up...leong xiu wen...

concern? or not?

why just cant treat me better...
is it i m not worth it...
what i want is just concern...
also cant give me...
i always ask for simply thg...
which i can nvr get it...
is hard for me to let it go...
but i will get better when i just let it go...
is it?haha,the problem is come from me or you huh...
付出不奢望回报....i thk relationship is really like that,
is it?haha...

sry ~~mr kuan xiang

haiz...
today is a bad day for me...
whole day doing silly thg make me shyshy...
my face is like.....
actually is junhao's fault,haiz...
i really didn see anthg,trust me pls,haiz...
once again sry to mr kuanxiang...haha...
any sry that my stupid behaviour may frighten ''someone''
dun wana ruin my image anymore ...
haha...i m still the good girl .....

chaochao bday

18 of july....
sorry that so late onli upload the photo...
we celebrate at cabana...
many of his friends that i nvr meet them before...
keep saying,hi,i m XXX...
he keep acc his friends ,luckily i have my babe with me...

joanne,my sweet babe,love her coz i can share any secret to her...
and she have the same fate with me,ah...........................
sry for i m sot sot again...

chao chao sry ,i knew that i being too over that day...
if i didn just walk away i thk that wont be happened...
so so much sorry ,i m apologise again...
although u also did smthg to make me angry ,but i shouldn ruin mood on that day...
so sry to make u hurt on ur bday...
x.bao...so sorry...
i love you...
and thx for MR kua di yao,i was like damn scare on that time...
thx everyone that help us a lot..
and sry to his sis huiying and all his friends,i knew that u all was so upsad when u guys see he was hurt...
love you all^^,muack

my mummy bday

17.7.2009
haiz...damn busy busy busy day...
early morning go to sch...
evening onli bac to home...

haha,that day is my dear mummy 's bday o...
sister come bac from kl to celebrate with us...
how come we all didn didn take photo together huh...

yummy......love it love it...
i always order the same thg when we go thr..

after celebrate with mummy have to prepare to my dear dear's bday le^^...
really busy on that day,haiz...but i really happy with day...

first time to go clubbing with my babe joanne,happy^^
once again Happy bday to my mummy,Mrs Loi...muack...
and my baobei dear dear Shoo wei chao...
happy birthday...

campur...

sunday went to shopping with my cousin...
went to buy bday presend for them,dun noe they like a not haha....
actually want to buy a dress,is not easy to find a dress i like...

haha,how come this photo got no face huh?eating br ice cream...
love it love it,my cousin and i try the flavour of the month...
the name is making cookies,actualy taste like a little peanut+chocolate +butter...
haha,ya... is like cookies lo...

even she is younger than me few years but we still got a lot of topic...
we just cant stop chit chat...haha

saturday me+dear+huiying(dear 's sister) went to cs...
and his sister bought a levis jeans for him as bday present...
he had nvr buy any presend for her sister...what a nice sister she is...
dote on him so so so much...
actualy no mood to shopping lo...dun noe why,,,haiz....

here come the baby donut...love it ^~^
how to keep fit o,keep eat these thg...
haiz,,,pity me....

this photo is take at a new korean restaurant...
last week aldi...haha...
look like tasty right,but i m telling u know...
it is not...omg,even the kimchi also like***...
and expensive like***...not worth it lo...will nvr go again,haha...

tired aldi,gd nite...
i dun wana sick lah,how o?
haiz..'somebody'bday comin soon ,cant sick cant sick...

persada game fair

haha...after one week onli receive the photo...
this game fair is on last friday lah...
haha...one year didn take any part time job le...
is time to have work and have fun ....
it is the online game fair show in persada johor...
so many leng lui there ,all the boyboys should go there de...haha....

joanne and me...
although we r in same class for half year ,we nvr really talk to each other b4...
haha,first time to work with her...sweet girl

cute super xxxl size de rabbit right?
the other girl is joanne's sister...pretty girl...

our dragonica team...
thx linchen and all of them ...
i will miss you all,especially the 'china gun'
haha^^

just in time

haha...
just in time,i love that word now...
yesterday in class ,lecture just mention abt just in time is the way those japanese *************** ,quite long ,lazy to type ,just forgive me huh....

...you really did that just in time lo...
...clever you...
although recently i got a lot of thg and hapen i nvm have it before...
but i really love it and appreciate it...
although i get smthg ,lost smthg also...
how come recently got so many people try to 'attack' me huh?
can anyone tell me tat...

i will be fine...yes i wil...
darling belinda ,darling jiapei ,since u two always saying tat nth last forever...
but we r...i will always be ur darling forever ,love ,muack***

i miss you like crazy,miss you like crazy^^....

为什么...

哎...难过的说...
身边的朋友都这样字....
怎么这么大了还在玩这种....
我对他好的,也这样对我...
以后秘密不会说出去了..
讨厌猫...
还有不喜欢我的人,在我面前说...
不要在背后,张大了哦....
不要再这样幼稚,况且我好象真的没有做什么事咧...
我可以当做什么事都没有...也可以气得什么事都做的出...
适可而止哦...
不管怎样,谢谢你们用心去三八我的事哦....
看了不满可以直接来找我^^,三八婆...
我说的就是你没错^^...

clubbing day~~

just receive my dear dear call say we going clubbing tonight....
dear dear come to fetch me after work...
then we go fetch his friends...
when i reach there i was quite shock..
how come wednesday got so many people
haiz,finaly we got a table there...


my dear dear rili drink much on tat day...
haiz...he was drunk again,omg...
haha ,but he is even more cute when he is drunk...i love that haha....

haiz,why i cant make decition easy like others leh...
so so sad ,even little small thg i also cant make decision easily....
i will change this bad habit...
super***bad habit....jiayou for me ^^jiayou....