happy new year~~

em... after 4 hours will be a brand new year for everyone...
hmmmm....
for me ....
last year was not a good year for me at all...
hmmm ,my familly too....
so....
what i hope and wish in 2011 year is^^

1-i wan to earn extra pocket money for my own...
not asking form my parents...

2-ACCA ...hmmm...i will work hard this year...
i want to complete as many papers as i can in this year!!! seriously!!!!

3- a sweet romance year with momo...keep loving each other ...
more caring and understand each other ....minimise the chance of quarel since we are having a long distance relationship...

4-happy familly...i wan a healthy body for all my familly member...
i just want them to be happy everyday...no more ''xiao ren'' come kacau them in 2011...
for my mum ,and my sis in career and my bro study life...

5-more and more lucky stay beside of me...lucky star stick with me and
all the ''xiao ren'' go away...

6- i wan to have more few girl friends that i can share my secret and life with...
someone like xinhui darling did...


7-i wan to seriously do something for my face and body...
no more lazy and excuse...fighting for my face and body...

8-GOD PLS HELP ME STAY IN FOREVER 21 PLS~


i m just sad enough of thinking to be 22 this year...
uhhhhhhh...it makes me sad enough and nearly to cry...
can imagine how sad i m right????
cant imagine the day when i turn out 30 yearsold...
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
anyway happy new year ...
good luck for everyone...

Taylor Swift - Last Christmas

i m sick

wuuuu T.T ....
i m sick...
em....not feeling well fever ,cold...
i think is because of not enough sleep for almost 1 week plus...
even after exam ,i still didn sleep enough...
i think that is the reason ,and my mum keep telling me that just for make sure i sleep early><>.< the nurse ,emmm just wana to tell something about when i m a kid...
when i m a kid ,even after form 5 ,i was thinking about to be a nurse...
seriously!!!!!i enjoy take care of baby and i love baby...
i wan about to plan to join a nurse college...
and of course there is some at kl BUT BUT BUT...
what i want cant get from malaysia ..becoz i was plan to study the ''bao yu ke'' in chinese ...
means is the specialist course for taking care of BABY^^
but the course is in taiwan...so wuuuu T.T...
i didn sign for the nurse college in sg is becoz of the reminder by mummy...
she keep told me that how i m affraid of blood of wounds...
everytime i saw any wound i will imagine how pain the wound will be...
so....end up ....i follow what i get the best result from SPM...
to be an accountant^^

byebye to my dream as a nurse la ,tata~

i m back^.^

long time didn have any new post...
em... just finish my exam ...
wohoohoo exam is OVER,lalalal~
no big plan for this holiday ...
and is a SHORT holiday...only about 2 weeks ...
GOD....
this exam i really put in effort ....
so pls let me pass okay....
i didn feel any happy after the exam...and actually i feel little bit empty in my heart and my head...

my and my sweetie melody...she is at kl to acc my dear for me ...
such good girl huh...
but she is SO MUCH DIRTY now...
i dont know how my dear treat her at kl ...wuuuuuT.T....

this pic was took at about 3 weeks ago...

his sister and i went to kl to look for mr shoo...

went sing k session and movie with them ...

they are cute familly actually...

em... we went to pavillion kl...

is all chritmas trees and decorate in the pavillion...

i can feel i can feel chritmas is comin...

santa claus is comin to town~~~~

em...actually i dont know why i look so pale in the picture...

i did put make up that day>.<>

i wan a pinky face wiithout make up base ....

so will post more during this weekend ...

tata...

MY MAN

the person inside the picture(my dear)
sayang me much much ,dote me much much in this week...

feel so much happiness now...
but dont know he can sayang me for how long this time...

2weeks didn see him le...
bt from webcam ,i see that he become more slim that last time he come bac...
>
and i told myself i m gona exercise hard...
and then i plan to join mummy for thr morning jogging ...
but i never wake up~lalala...
2moro got class ,so start thursday la?
lalala...okok.jiayou...

miss my dear .super kiss and muack for you^^

21 birthday

i m officially 21 now ,i can enter casino ,sg club or pub ...
but that is not important actually ,what important is i really should think what is good for my future and what is not...
i m damn sick on my 21birthday ,cant even get down from my bed ...
feel so so so uncomfortable...
de gem necklace..my my sister fern fern...
she is always so dote on me ,i didn even thk about receive her present that day...
and her present is just so thoughful...
so touch almost cry out...
kose from xinhui,my best frien forever...
i can share everything with her,without second thinking...
thanks for the present...

and thanks my daddy's angbao and unreceive present from aboy...
so touching...

especially my sister and xinhui who spend their time to think what to buy for me...
you guys are truely concern about me and i can feel it.muack~

a special day went out with a special one ...mr weichao^^

that is the second day he came back from kl...

receive half of my birthday present...

and

watched the movie''the child eye''

but i thk it will be more scary in 3D...

my outfit of that day ...

the blue colour keep makes me remind the school uniform in secondary...

actually want to buy in black but out of stock ...

anyway i heart this skirt...

sorry for update last last week happend now...

channel 5 keep replay the harry potter movies...

the global of fire ,the order of the pheonix...

because!!!!!!!the next epi of harry potter is in the cinema in 18 november...

no one should miss it out ...and as a harry potter fans i m so looking forward^^
tata~

friday night

after hangout with lyly...
went back homw to wait my sister come bac from sg...

actually she is a very hardworking girl...
she went sg to work everyday just for earn little bit more money...
after i graduate i will share ur burden.ok? my good sister bring us to korea reataurant...
is just near my house call kimchi and bbq...
the boss is always welcome every guest with a smilling face ...
and we do understand their language ,just for little bit la...
becoz my sister is a korean fans and so we been influence abit ^^

my brother...

cute boy ,always get home sick so much^^
and he eat so much when he came bac home...

eat eat eat ,play his laptop and eat eat eat whole week in jb...

we order 五花肉 and some pork with honey sauce and kimchip soup (quite a big one) and 海鲜煎饼。。。is really too much for 4 person i think ...

but we got our a boy ,why worry for?

he can finish and he is so happy to help us finish all of them...

not much picture about the food ...

becoz my bro just started without let me take the photo><

dang dang ,my look with hairband...

first time right...

a wonderfull friday ...

i really enjoy that day...

really really truely...

appreciate lot lot what i had that day...

tata~

dating with LyLy

i m gona start my post with this crazy laugh...
am i too insane????
hehe .last friday catch up with my lyly...
she is my oldest frien...i knew her since kindergarden...^^then same primary sch and secondary
we meet up at cs~
then after shopping awhile...
we went to my favor baskin robbin...
she knew i love it ,feelling so touch la girl...
it was the first time meet her after her bday party ...
is been a long time didn see her pretty face...

hehe ,delicoius la ...

you guys must try it...

lyly is a chocolate fans,so she totally enjoy that...

strawberry....my sign fruit...

lalala~i just love strawberry soooo much~

lyly with the ice cream...

is white chocolate ,,hardly to see that small icecream ball right~
she just so adorable~

we had a nice catch up and we did enjoy that day~

looking forward our next date~

dont let me wait too long kay?

love love ...

气

为什么用这种方法来试我。。。
我说会等我就会。。。
为什么那么看不起我。。。


失望

lalalala

receive the message ...
over...

i dont blame...
everyone have their right to fight for their happiness...
i love you ,but i also want you to be happy...
if i cant give you happy ,i should let you fo to find your happiness...

i know how to love someone le....

today went SG with xinhui...
he said jet and wave aldi out of stock and samsung had stop produce jet and wave le...
what the ?
but i saw a cute camare there ,should i buy it?

i m in hard time ...
i m pain ,i m sad ,i m hurt ...
i dun wan to pretend nthg happen...

but rainbow will be there for me after rain^^...

pray for me everyone...love...

revison

next week gona start my revision class ...

i m gona attend t5 class alone...

got a little bit worry about it ,but it should be fine for me...

3 hours aday in class ,must focua ,since there is no one go with me >.<

my little brother is home nw,finally he is back acc my mum ...

jiayou ,stop using turtle speed to do my revision ,jiayou^^

study night^^

喝着妈妈的白果腐竹薏米读着书。。。
感觉到妈妈很爱我。。。


我会加油这次一定考到。。。

妈妈跟我说如果我这次考完了。。。
问自己是不是真的想读书。。。
不然去考空姐好了。。。


我要读书拉，我一定会考到的。。。
加油^^

pimple

haiz....
this week pimple is just adore me so much...

i hardly to have pimple problem...
no to show off ...
but how come pimple just so like me this week...
i have 4 pimple on my face...


auhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
although is small one but please la~

plan to have facial mask but keep having pimple problem ...
then i just use some cucumber apply on my face...

my cute bro will hav a short holiday next weeek...
looking forward to meet my familly baby boy^^...

dear dear dear dear 3days more^^see ya ...
love you^^

小飞象

宝贝不在这里。

去了5天。。。

我整个人很奇怪。。。

宝贝>.<

刚刚看了我喜欢的童话故事小飞象，很可怜。。。
有流小眼泪。。。
他明明很可爱，为什么大家讨厌他。。。
没关系，小飞象我喜欢你^^

小星星

雨扇雨扇亮晶晶
满天都是小光明
我的心爱momolui
我们的心在一起
一闪一闪亮晶晶
满天都是小光明

这个是dear今天唱给我的催眠曲。。。
平时他都不唱的，今天还改歌词把握加进去。。。
很感动，我爱你的心越来越坚定。。。

我们一起加油。。。

今天是宝贝上去的第2天，刚去买了broadband
好让我们开webcam聊天。。。
office girl对他很凶，没有因为他是老板的儿子就随便。。。
这样也好，宝贝就可以学得快一点了。。。
加油。我会乖乖在这里等你^^...
i love you my dear

宝贝

他是我的宝贝。。。
虽然他很喜欢发我脾气。。。
虽然他有时很坏蛋。。。
虽然他有时候爱朋友多过我。。。
虽然我们时常吵架。。。
虽然我们也时常打假。。。

但是他就是我最爱的宝贝。。。
以前一跟他吵架就觉得他好讨厌好生气。。。
现在如果他能像以前一样在这里陪我。。。
每天发我脾气我也不生气^^
我的宝贝上kl根他爸爸做工了。。。
我们要2-3个星期才能见一次。。。
我很讨厌，真的很讨厌。。。
我们在一起2年了，从来没有离开过对方。。。
每个星期最少见3次。。。
现在要那么久才见一次。。。
昨晚眼泪一直一直掉个不停。。。
宝贝宝贝你放心的做工。。。
我会乖，真的会乖。。。
我会像以前一样，读书回家，跟姐姐欣慧出门就好。。。
除了宝贝我谁都不要了。。。
宝贝宝贝，就算我们2-3个星期见一次也不要忘记我，不要爱我少一点可以吗？？？
我最怕宝贝少见我了，会对我越来越冷淡。。。

宝贝也不要变心好吗？
我在这里等你回来^^...

我记得我跟宝贝说过，我们在一起2年了。。。
好像夫妻一样时常见面，等我们结婚了，我们什么都一起做过，玩过了，会没有新鲜感了吗？
宝贝回答我，我们怎么可能什么都一起做过了。。。
我还没有赚很多钱，带你去很多地方玩，吃好吃的东西，买很多东西给你。。。
好感动。。。

宝贝我爱你^^...
我在这里等你，你要照顾自己好吗？

你

最讨厌男人去喝酒怕带女朋友去。。。

最羡慕男人去喝酒都带着女朋友。。。

感动下。。。


你做你喜欢的事，我也要做回一件我开心地事。。。
其实你并没有那么伤感分隔两地。。。
最后一次永远没有到最后，永远都还有。。。


21岁想拍一组照片要带有害怕和开心面对自己的21岁。。。
有点难哦。。。
有谁那么厉害拍吗？

钱

我要赚很多很多钱。。。

fight

i just fight with the guy in the picture...
a real fight...

em....
sorry ,but i love you...
sorry^^

2 annivesary

happy 2 annivesary...
due to some reason ,we never celebrate our first annivesary ...
and he promise me he will make it up to me this year^^

as what he promised ,he plan to go sg sentosa...

but can say that we are quite insane...

we dont know the way to go ,and without gps ...

we still drive in =.=...

we lost our way and then reached ang mokio ...

lol ,jerry jerry we coming XD...of course i didn go her house to celebrate our big day la...

we went angmokio hub -----pepper lunch...

dang dang dang ,i always told him how delicious it is...

but after he tried ,i dun he he like it as me .haiz..

mr shoo ,really thank you for sayang me so much...

actually got something makes him sad before that day...

but he still bring me out without any complaning...

i love you shoo wei chao^^

i know my hair was messy xia...
actually you must know how much i dislike walk under big sun...
but that day i didn complain one word about it ,hehe...

went to a small icecream shop in angmokio...

i never know that it is so delicious la...

the bluberry yogurt icecream...

even dear dear also like it...

recently baskin robbin got a new favor ice cream...

lime+lemon...like it like it^^

ice cream ice cream...

and the shop makes me feel so much of comfortable...

maybe nexxt time go jerry house should hang out to there....

bring a nice book and have some nice ice cream will cheer me up up up~

mr shoo ...

happy 2annivesary...

i know i m been bad girl for awhile which makes u sad...

i promise i will behave myself and be a good girl no matter what...

i wont do sillything again just becoz of you let me down...

i love you and i must love myself too...be behave like a good girl ...

****ohya ,today my dear get bac his big white liao...

he come fetch me with his big white...

arh~so much comfortable in his car ...

not his mummy or daddy car...

welcome big white ..

hot

is hot ...
i cant stand the weather...
i want to go swiming i want to go cycling i want to do many things...
but i cant ,is just becoz the super big sun plus uv+...
i cant ,i heart my skin even she is not fair enough ,but i hate her to become more dark...
i hate to do activities under big sun...

so help me pls~

aboy aboy i miss you...
when i saw the post on ur facebook ...
i almost cry liao...we miss you too...

yesterday is our 2annivesary...
love you...
post the date 2moro...

对不起

对不起，我会乖。。。

unlucky day

this post will not have any picture...

today is the day my brother went to inti study...
sad xia ,the hostel was >.<
luckily got mummy and me to help him clean up...


i really sad that he went study at inti nilai...
cant see him often...
cant talk jokes with him ,i used to see him always when i m back to home...
my dear brother ,pls take care of yourself.
call me or message me if you need any help or you need someone to talk to...
i love you much much...

haiz,i lost my phone ...
my cute JET...
haiz...i dont know whr i put or maybe been stolen at giant nilai...
shit xia ,it just with me one month...
and i take many photo haven upload to my phone...
i heart my phone i heart my photo...
haiz...no mood right now...
JET can u come back to me?

have to say
thanks to sister boyfriend fetch us to inti nilai...
he drives us to here and there without any complaining...
thanks...

bluetooth

just format my laptop...
many program gone...
and my cute cousin forget to help to download back my bluetooth..

=.=
i wana upload my pic la~...
hangout with jerry yesterday ...
laught like hell...
aboy done something cute ...
tells when i upload the picture...

烦

家家有本难念的经。。。

我终觉得我家特别多本。。。

我没有特别帮爸爸还是妈妈。。。
我说的是我看到的。。。

我知道你们都有自己的想法和苦衷。。。

可是我真的觉得我妈妈受的苦太多了。。。

很烦，可是我没有办法分担。。。

对不起。。。

很想哭，可是我知道哭没有用眼泪吞下去。。。
要哭也轮不到我哭。。。
对不起。。。

我我我我

我觉得我越来越差。。。

越来越没有一点魅力。。。

越来越没有一点形象。。

眼睛越来越小。。。

皮肤越来越够力暗。。。

越来越够力肥...

自信心简直没有了。。。

有没有什么现在可以来肯定我给我支持...

看到镜子的自己越来越不喜欢。。。

越来越像我最怕成为的那群人。。。

可是我好像一步一步靠近他们了。。。

很怕感情不坚定。。。

很不喜欢他注意他欣赏的女人。。

原来他欣赏的女人单身了。。。

怪不得一直看。。。

其实我们应该珍惜这个机会。。。

一个对彼此都好的机会。。。

如果在你离开这里了。。。

我们要互相相信对方。。。

关心对方。。。

适应这个改变。。

外面有太多诱惑。。。（美女美女）

我们都要一起埃过。。。

我会乖乖在这里的，真的。。。

我们要珍惜，好吗^^

facebook

sometimes facebook really gave me too much of trouble...
i dont know why my fb keep said that he enter wrong password...
i didn change it anyway,is not my fault...

start to wondering is it nessecary my facebook acc still existing ?
i cant use my facebook acc to view my friends..
and keep on quarel with him becoz of facebook...
so what for still have my fb acc...


maybe i should just close my account ......

and who is that person keep try to hacked my fb acc huh ,keep trying to use my fb acc...
curse you damn damn~!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!~....

singapore

call me crazy call me crazy...
i m kind of freak...
went to sg almost every week...
acc my sis for her bf present...
to buy handphone
shooping with my bro due to he is going kl study...


and almost meet my dear cousin everyweek...
uhhhhhhhh~
but i still love you guys ,big heart for you~

i m addicted to pepper lunch...
i heart this so so so much...
kind of drug for me,keep want to eat this everytime i go to sg...

pls call me suagu people...

i knew this restaurant mayb just for a month ,my sister introduce it to me...

damn delicious xia la...i always order the pepper chicken ,my sis heart the salmon ...

and now got new favor teriyaki chicken ,woh...i just love it^^...

big big thumb for them ...

actually want to bring my dear to try it ,i keep on telling him how delicious it is...

but due to some reason we didn go yesterday>.<

but saturday is comin XD....holiday for me to join his familly....

just now using my dear fb acc to play the ''da lao er''

and i lose all his account money ...he is sleeping now...

hope that he wont be angry after he know that...

sorry>.<...

euro fun fair

finally my dear mummy let him use her car today^^...
dating day~
sorry ,no photo ,i always forget to charge the camare...
we've been stick to each other for the whole day...
breakfast,MBJB,jusco,funfair....

we went to jusco stonegril for our lunch...
tomyam bee hun for 2 of us,tuna salad+french fries...
yeepee,damn full with satisfaction..

and then we watched the movie pirhana...
the scary fish ,mayb shouldn call them as fish ...
quite scary ...

and then then ,we went to euro funfair^^at ulu tiram...

em ,as you all information...i nvr went to euro funfair before...

becoz my daddy said is too dangerous for us...

and then my dear bring me there...

at first i tot the game wont be scary anyway...

but after the first game called challenger...

omg~~~~i shout like hell...him too^^

i dont know how to tell you how i feel.but it really scares me...

my heart is like almost jump out from my mouth...
i always think the funfair is some stupid game for kids...

this one this one...

it call vortex...

it spin 360 degrees...and with damn fast speed...

i really feel like i was jumping out of some tall tower again and again...

shout more louder than just now,mr shoo too^^

hear he cute screaming voice makes me laugh sometime ...

other is just small case for me ,hiak hiak...

thanks mr shoo for acc me the whole day ...

sometimes will just feel sad when i think of you going to kl next month...

i m gona miss you like hell....

love you^^

what i've done wrong

what i've done wrong ?
it hurt...

^^

just come back from singapore ...
my dadddy bought this awsome handphone for me bro...
latest handphone from samsung,samsung galaxy S...

em ...it just looks like iphone...
but it is just so fun than iphone...
last 2hour i just keep playing that with my bro...
its functions it so so so supresing me and my bro ,sis...
love it .but is expensive too ...
i heart galaxy S than iphone much^^
and the after i know i cant have my lollipop 2...
my daddy ask me to chose a phone too...
em ,actually all the function is just useless for me...
so i chose a simple but nice one ...
samsung jet ,but mine in white colour^^...
now my house got 3 jet...
at first my sis then jerry ,now me!!!

my dear say after all this happened ...
seems like good luck is following us liao...
he gt something cheer him too...
he get the salary from last employed she say she will unable to paid full amount ,but after 1year she gave him the full amount ..
and then he daddy ask him to go to kl work with him again><
from this chance ,he will learn many things
but we will be apart...
he still haven decide yet...love you^^

familly day

lalala ,due to dear 's car still with them...
he will not have car to use at least for a month...
but he still try his best to acc me or let me acc him almost everyday^^...
heart you ,thanks...muack^^

after one and a half day spend with mr shoo
i m back to home to meet my lovely cousin...

look at me ,without make up!!!! pls forgive me ...
i m sick that day>.<
you might feel bored to view this post
we almost hangout same venue and same activity ...
lol ,but i love it...
mcdonald for sure,our dineer..
with my lovely jecylin.seldom take pic with her...
but i heart her a lot ,i always said she is hard to get angry ,if she is ,then must be something very serious...she just too cute to everyone ...

jerry and fern fern...

talking about fern fern ,i dun know why ,i never call her jiejie before...

i called her ''yaya'' and she called me ''yaya'' too...

weird right?lol...

my bro(sexy xiaobao)refuse to take any pic>.<

as we do all the time ,we went sing k again...

but today our sexy xiaobao not in mood leh...

but anyway i enjoy,lalala~